Leap of faith

My kids are watching Inception, and the same line keeps coming up throughout the movie.

“I’m asking you to take a leap of faith.”

I have had the courage to do this several times in my life so far. I’m proud of myself for that.

Things have been scary and uncertain and rocky as of late. The leap of faith I took led me here. Times are tough some days. Other days, I find laughter. My heart soars.

I’m going to start writing again. I don’t know what stories will come out. I think I’m just going to write until I can’t find any words to say. I doubt I’ll share much of it with anyone. Most of it is so raw and honest and personal. I’ll keep it for myself and maybe my closest friends. Mostly it’s just a way to get it all out and then feel like it’s not suffocating me anymore.

I have a lot of emotions swirling.

I took the leap.

I’m glad I jumped.

I just wish I didn’t feel alone at the bottom of the cliff.

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